i have an appointment. i will try to be brief. Only the facts and the feelings. Let's try something. i went to the same party. Was it really a party? He was here. Just on time. i was in the flat of a friend. i washed his plates. bought food. started preparing the dinner but stopped. saw other friend. was tired. Not the first time. Hard to have fun. something is missing. something disapeared. i didn't drink. i listened. ate. talked. A little. took photos. stomach hurts me. i went to the small balcony and talked to a friend that i don't see as often as i want. discussions about life and politics. he said that i have all the cards. i looked at my friends behind the windows. i feel curious. i feel tired. they want to go dancing. i don't. i left. i wanted to see matrix2 nearly in the morning tomorrow. i slept. appeased.
I have to go. I'm late. but every one will be.